Feb 23, 2008

School Update

School is great, it's fun, I look forward to it. It can be boring at times, or in the way of other life things that I want to do. But I do see it as a calling from God to learn accounting/finance. Everything I'm doing right now I feel God specifically has me placed purposefully for eternal values that I am not to forsee. I believe God wired up my brain for math and spreadsheets, so not sure exactly where I will land in distant future, but the journey is exciting as long as I focus on God, seek him for strength, and wait silently when the hard times come.

My math is doing okay, it's pretty hard. I made a commitment that I am unable to keep. I wanted to have all my homework done before class but am not finding the time. I've been doing the absolute minimum to be able to hold a B in the class.


This is the busiest I've ever been in my life, but it's not "business" I feel like my time actually is streamlined to maximum kingdom advancement. Everything I'm doing I feel called to do from God. I'm not wasting time or working in vain.


Okay I wrote all that a few weeks ago. Here is a new update. I'm deciding to drop out of Math class, I think I'm probably holding a C now, but considering I'm going on a mission trip there is no way I will be able to do all the homework. I'm so far behind in math homework it's not even funny. It's not even right that I should be having a C and not do a lick of homework. I'm mostly dropping out because I know God has called me to something math-like--probably accounting. Finance wouldn't be so bad either--I'll let God decide later.

Anyhow I realize that I can't do full time work, part time school, and full time Christian Hedonism, and a short term mission trip. My life seems to be in a tail spin, and as soon as I kept getting external confirmation to withdraw from math class, and then I finally made an internal decision to drop, a huge relief come over me! So praise God, even if it takes me another 14 years to finish school! But I will not stop finding time to praise God, praying, and reading Scritpure. Amen.

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